homesick:

and last day I had my first homesick. at really I felt that she's coming since last week. slowly. quietly. yellow. and finally, she touched me with her thin long fingers. everybody told me that when she comes for the first time is unforgettable. and in this way to make her as strong as she deserves to be I cried all day. RISOS.
ok ok. not all day. however almost all day.
and in this mood I called to friends in Brasil.
friends who live in porto alegre. florianopolis. sao paulo. and we cryed together. we laughed too. mariela was dressing herself up to jo's goodbye party.
christian told me he's anxious about moving to sao paulo.
and mario... well... mario wanna go to Berlim.
they are all fine. my friends. and I felt better after all.
it was a cold day yesterday. windy. rainy. it was a perfect day to someone like me fell alone.
or like you too. I know.

suddenly I was prepare to know that in London was snowing...
snowing....................................................................................................................................

I had a great conversation with Cesar. he sent me his snowing picture.
even I sent him a "small smile with just a half mounth" and he asked me:
WHY JUST HALF SMILE?
I told him that when you give someone a half smile it's to looks like SAFADO (word that I don't know how to write in english... but sounds like sexy). and he toldme back:
STILL IN THIS WAY I PREFER YOU WHOLE: WHOLE SMILING.
ok ladies and gentlemen. that was the end of my first homesick.

I DO PREFER MY SELF WHOLE SMILING TOO.

and later, at the end of my day work, I went to Brooklyn. To Claudia's house.
and if you'd come live in New York like me and feel sad or mad or bad,
you can take a J train and cross the Williamburg Bridge at night.
and if the top of Empire State would be IN PURPLE AND RED, or in any other color that you prefer, you will feel so warm and so lucky for being here that you never would want to go back.