desasossego.

Se existir alguem mais poderosa, me diga.

Divirta-se. Entenda-se.

Deus vomita os mornos, nao esqueca.

E hoje e' dia de Pina Bausch.

O Marinheiro.

Videozinho tosco. Programa de edicao tosco. O que importa mesmo e' o texto. Escuta ai.

Caio Fernando Abreu - O Marinheiro. Trecho final.

Sobre o signo de escorpiao.

Dedicado a esse ano, 2008. Ao meu despertar no Ciclo de Saturno.

E `a QUALIDADE DE SER FORTE.

new haircut day.

yes. today I cut my hair.
not long anymore. short again.
I gave me a new book too.
Albert Camus - Exile and the Kingdom.
Thursday is day to celebrate life.
I'll see BAMBOO BLUES, from Pina Bausch.
This will be a good week.
A lot of diferent things to do.

But, do you wanna see my new look?
AHhh...wait. Maybe tomorrow I'll take a new picture.

Is still summer in Brasil?

It's snowing in my face!

It was amazing!
Claudia, Nadia and me leaving the cinema after almost 3 long hours of AUSTRALIA, the new Baz Luhmann, and the snow was falling from the sky!
It was a calm snowing. Little white flakes!
But beautiful!
Irresistible!

After all, my two beautiful friends and I went to have dinner in a small and sweet place on Chelsea.

That was a good THE END to this really really odd week.
If you know about what I am talking, keep the secret. Take the lesson.
NEW YORK IS A CITY FOR STRONG PEOPLE. Like Nadia's friend told.
OR FOR INSENSITIVES.

Sometimes you just want to be another person.

Am I strong? Or am I just another weak?
New York has a plan for each one who arrive here.
For me she gave me a lot of gifts since I came.
Work, Home, Love.
Now she is charging me.

I still feel that I havesomething to do here.
I'm a confusing person.
Maybe it's bad for my image show this to anyone...
But like my new Belgian friend Nadia told me last night:
"Thiago, you really expose yourself. You are like something true. And I think this is beautiful. You are not afraid."
Am I not afraid?
I am just confuse, I thought.

Nadia is an amazing girl. The last two days We were together. Good talking. Good laughs.
I opened my heart. She opened hers.
She told me a history about angels. And she told me she felt like if she is an angel for a lot of people. She is really magnetic! She get this JOIE DE VIVRE!

Last night we met a lot of diferent people. Everybody came to us. People wanted to talk with us.
I was feeling so pain during the daytime. I cried.
For hours I just tried to close my eyes and open again and imagine that if I did that for a long time, in the end I would open my eyes again and would be in Brazil.
Nadia was like an angel. Truth.

This morning. When we woke up, she put her hands in my face and told:
"Thiago, I used to be the angel. Now, I'm not anymore. Because I found you. You're my angel."
It's good to think, at least for a few seconds, that you really could be an angel for someone.

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Algumas fotinhos do show dos The Teenagers.

O vocalista Quentin Delafon e' um fofo. E um gato!

Super presenca de palco, ele se joga no meio da multidao... entrega o microfone pro povo cantar.

Uma delicia.

O show foi super rapido, umas 10 musicas.

Mega valeu a pena.

O lugar onde o show aconteceu e' fantastico... MUSIC HALL OF WILLIAMSBURG.

Enfim.... to meio de ressaca.... nem sei o que to falando.

Grata surpresa, a banda que abriu para os Teenagers foi um arraso.

Eletro-pop no melhor estilo cabaret.

A vocalista tem uma voz a la Betty Ditto.

A garotada mais jovem sabia cantar todas as musicas e ainda batiam palinhas

junto com as coreos da banda.

HELOISE AND THE SAVOIR FAIRE.

'E... o nome e' meio que um truque com o HERCULES, mas va la... a banda e' legal.

More Than This.

They told me they will be always waiting for me.

Demoiselle Lucia Caroline, A mais liberta Mr. Paris Cannes, Gisa fazendo a burlesque nessa foto, Meu companheiro Mario Marilce Marilda Alves, Diva Mariela e Mr. Izuri.

Ok Ok... Faltou Juergen, faltou Naila, faltou Gere... Faltaram tantos outros. Mas a gente se entende.

VCS TAO BONITOS NA FOTO, HEIM?!?!?!

mY heroinE.

alwayS witH mE, always witH heR.

naO somoS noS quE noS navegamoS, queM noS navegA e' o maR.

She is the most free person in the world. And nobody has more corauge than her.

Voce sabe que eu te amo?

RISOS. I am in my Drama Moment. Everybody needs a little drama in their lifes. Why not remember your friends?!!? Estou voltando a um momento TROPICALISTA, imerso no gelido inverno Nova Iorquino. A musica que nao sai da minha cabeca diz assim:

"Voce precisa saber da piscina, da margarina, da Carolina, da gasolina. Voce precisa tomar um sorvete na lanchonete, andar com a gente, viver de perto. Voce precisa saber de mim. Babe, Babe, ha quanto tempo. Babe, Babe, eu sei que e' assim. Babe, Babe."

Beijos. Tchau.

is this the end of my NY dream?

SHIT!
Do I look like a clown?
I think my boss thinks I am.

I just can't stop laughing about my situation.
NO MONEY. NO FOOD. JUST A FEW LAST CIGARETTES.

This is not a MONTY PYTHON'S MOVIE.

hhahahhhhaaahhhhhhaaaaahhhhhhhaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

Is this real?
Am I the crazy one?

I'm not tring to give up. I don't like to give up.
But maybe is this thing I use to call LIFE showing me the next door.



All is good...