IT'S HARD, BABE. LIFE IS HARD.

At this hard times I've been thinking about choices.
And at this hard times, and I am repeating to make sure that you understand what I'm talking The first one is to act in life like Vivien Leigh in the Elia Kazan movie "A Streetcar named desire". In the end of this marvelous movie you can see Blanche Dubois (Leigh's character) go deep in her crazyness and fragility and says:

"I ALWAYS DEPEND ON THE KINDNESS OF STRANGERS".
And this is our first option.

The second and tough option is to bring to life the strengh of the sentence - therefore do not the vulnerability - of the character of Annette Benning in the Sam Mendes' movie "American Beauty":

"I REFUSE TO BE A VICTIM".

And I picked this second one. And I'm glad I did that.
Do you wanna know what I'm talking about?
I can tell you. I'm not ashamed.
I've been absent of this blog because I have been working to much.
I am dog walking (what is such a delicious because my three little friends made my days), I am hosting in a restaurante (in the weekend brunch, what is such annoying because there's nothing worst then hungry people) and I am deliverying.
Yes. I HAVE BEEN WORKING IN BIKE DELIVERY.


What are you doing with all you knowledge?


Surviving. I AM JUST DOING WHAT I MIGHT DO.


If I am happy?
OF COURSE. I AM STILL IN THE CITY I WANT TO LIVE.
I LOVE THIS CITY AND I DON'T WANT TO COME BACK.
Of course I am still looking for another job and opportunities, but like I said two times in the beggining of this text: THESE ARE HARD TIMES, DUDE!

Things will get better soon. I do believe it.

BECAUSE I REFUSE TO BE A VICTIM!

This text is dedicated to:

Patricia Santos, minha roommate

Manuela Eicher, minha irma e amiga

Mariela Star, que compartilha comigo dessa opiniao (tenhoo certeza)