quarta-feira, 17 de dezembro de 2008

What about a bad screenplay?

Situation #1:

A funky brazilian boy who lives in Manhattan is going to have a new job in Newark.
The reverse of Saturday Night Life.
His name is not Johnny.
My name is not Johnny.



Situation #2:

A funky brazilian boy who lives in Manhattan is going to have a new job in Newark.
Bad money, bad place. But an extra breath to figure it out New York for a little more time.
His name is Paulo. Or Fernando. Or Joao. Or Thiago.
My name is Paulo. Or Fernando. Or Joao. Or Thiago.



Situation #3:

A funky brazilian boy who lives in Manhattan is going to have a new job in Newark.
What are you going to do with all your knowledge?
Nameless.
But my name is Thiago.



Situation #4:
Just another funky brazilian boy.
He lives in Manhattan.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York.
The only living boy in New York?

"Se amar um marinheiro terei amado o mundo inteiro."
Clarice Lispector

terça-feira, 16 de dezembro de 2008

"Can Love Survive?"

Beautiful text from the NEW YORK OBSERVER by SARA VILKOMERSON about the Sam Mendes' new movie REVOLUTIONARY ROAD.
I was crazy to watch since before this review. Now, I can say I'm total crazy.
In the cover of the newspaper you can read:

"It's a Wonderful Strife!
Kate Winslet, Leonardo DiCaprio
Star in Searing Marriage Tale,
Revolutionary Road,
Holiday Movie to
Be Seen With Two Martinis"

I hope you enjoy this lines like me. It's just to click in the picture to have it bigger.
Especially for my sister Manuela.
And for people who know themselves.
Take care.



big big snow flakes!!!





sábado, 13 de dezembro de 2008

the full moon eclipse.

last night we had a beautiful moon. a full moon.
changing the sea. changing our feelings.
and an eclipse. a full moon eclipse.
I broked a glass. Patricia broked a glass. My sister in Brazil broked another glass, probably.
Mistery.

RISOS.
SALVE ESSA MERDA MARAVILHOSA!

Love does not hurt but, all too often, love gets hurt.
And, love that is in pain does not always behave or
react as we believe it should.
No matter what feelings arise in this cycle,
give them a chance to express themselves unhampered,
because that is the only way they can heal.
It is also the only way they can be transformed
from what feels like “baggage”, into the love they once were.
In Thiago's Radio Station:
Dig For Fire - Pixies

sexta-feira, 12 de dezembro de 2008

a true light!

Last night, after be suspended for the energy of the performance from Tanztheater Wuppertal Pina Bausch, I went with my dear two friends Patricia and Nadia to have a dinner and a sort of drinks. During the journey from BAM, in Brooklyn, to the West Village, the tree of us were still in silence. It's really dificult express in words what we saw. Even is still more dificult to express something so big in a language which you don't have "words enough"!

But... Let me try.

BAMBOO BLUES

The Brooklyn Academy of Music is a gorgeous bulding. There's cinemas, theater, restaurant and the amazing Howard Gilmann Opera House, where we'll see the performance. The place it's crowd. I'm so excited, because that is my first time at BAM, and my second time waiting to see the Pina's surprises (the first time it was in Brazil beside my sister, a very important moment for the two of us).
I don't have the best seat, but is a good one. I'm on the balcony, at the first line from right side.
Even I told my friend Nadia that to watch a Pina Bausch's presentation is pretty better be a little far from the stage (because the dancers really use the floor).
Expectations. For Patricia and Nadia it'll be the first time.
The lights turn down.
Still in the dark the music starts. A soft kind of jazz with some Indian influence.
The first dancer is a woman. She is wearing a soft pink long dress.
Her moviments are long. They start at her hands and softly go to her feet.
Pina Bausch is about emotion. And like emotions, the moviments never stop. They keep going, changing, going deeper, going fast. Slow again.
I remenber that a few days ago I told someone that PINA BAUSCH IS ALWAYS ABOUT LOVE. And this performance come to prove that line.
You can listen some people crying around you. I'm crying too.
It looks like the dancers are out of their bodies. It's a dance between body and soul. A dance between lovers. The craziest ones. The passionate ones.
To make clear, in my favorite scene, a man holding another with a mask in his face who is holding a woman - with a mask in her face too. The last two, cannot see anything. They run around the stage, at the beggining in small circles which become to be bigger. They run so fast. One time it looks like they will fall. Suddenly, the only one who can see leave the stage. The lovers are blind. The man take off his mask and leave the woman too. She is coming in the direction of the audience. Four dancer appear and they start to catch the woman and push her in the direction of the others. You can fell she is exausted. One of the man take her mask off. She can see again. She is not blind anymore. One of the last three bring a chair to the middle of the stage. Now is just the couple. They start to run in circles again and you can see weakness and the girl's face. But, like an impulse, a magic kind of action, she jump the chair and from the chair she jump higher to in a strong hug falls down in the arms of her man. And they keep running, and she keeps jumping, and he keeps taking her in his arms. Up to both then fall down.
This is the end of the first act.
I'm in extase.
In the second act everything is white.
There are this big white courtains in the back and a projection of the same courtains being movimented by the wind in all space (floor and back). You can feel that Pina is trying to iluminate our hearts. To make us warm in this rainy and cold night in New York.
There are this beautiful images projected in the white scenario. Beautiful images from Indian people. The dancers are in this craziest repetition of the moviments from the first act.
And everything becomes clear.
What is clear?
I don't know.
It depends on you.
It's all about choices.
And again, I am full of this true light.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DygF1tyD5XA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atuTkKDc1zE

quinta-feira, 11 de dezembro de 2008

desasossego.

Se existir alguem mais poderosa, me diga.

Divirta-se. Entenda-se.

Deus vomita os mornos, nao esqueca.

E hoje e' dia de Pina Bausch.

quarta-feira, 10 de dezembro de 2008

O Marinheiro.

Videozinho tosco. Programa de edicao tosco. O que importa mesmo e' o texto. Escuta ai.

Caio Fernando Abreu - O Marinheiro. Trecho final.

Sobre o signo de escorpiao.

Dedicado a esse ano, 2008. Ao meu despertar no Ciclo de Saturno.

E `a QUALIDADE DE SER FORTE.